I wonder exactly what it is that make people have large amounts, little, or no self control.  

I mean I know I for one can have it to a certain degree, but I’m pretty vulnerable to certain things, which is most of the reason I think I’m so straightedge.  I’ve had highs and lows of horrible internet addiction (or it could even be referred to as an obsession, more like), but overall I think I’ve just sort of had weakness to not do certain things.  My time management is very weak.

I guess part of this blog is a documentation on how to get some self improvement, as the song dancing through life, from the play Wicked suggests,

Dancing through life

No need to slough it

When you just tough it off as I do

Nothing matters, and knowing nothing matters

It’s just life

So keep dancing through

Which really, suggests to not have any worries and just be a happy and easygoing person.  It’s just often that’s challenging, when it feels like anything done wrong leads to the downfall of other things.  And it’s just so easy to do the wrong things.

It’s time to start being more positive (not that I’m an overly negative person, really.)  I think if I somehow manage to measure my hours on the internet, it’ll really be helpful toward me becoming a happier individual with more self control.

University, when the time comes knocking, I’ll be prepared!  (Or so I hope.)